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HAHA EMO YESTERDAY. WAS VERY VERY GUILTY OVER STH. I'M SORRY!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DADDY! LOVEYOU!

yayyy. Teachers' day! :D 6V got all our teachers -pastandpresent- a nice card and gift (:

Thankyou teachers! We love you guys! :D

We got Mr Koh an extra special present cus we're his BEST(and only) CLASS!!! :D

Photo frame! :D hahahaha. There was this solo pic of him and us pointing to him in another picture. It was really quite cute. The final thingy turned out like this:

Hahaha kudos to gygi for the photoshopping!

THANKYOU TO ALL MY TEACHERS (:

I really had the privilege of meeting really nice teachers in my lifetime (:

You guys taught me, and all my pals, with the world's patience, sincerity and care; and I really appreciate all you guys have done (:

I will work very hard and make you guys proud. (:

Esp:

From Fuhua Primary: MRS CHAY! :D and CHEN LAO SHI! (:

From RV: Mdm Chia (LOVE!) , Li Lao Shi, Jiang lao shi (w/o whom i would have failed chinese haha), Mr CHNG!!!!!!, MR CHAN!!!!!, Ms Ang!!!, Mrs Kan!!!!, Mdm Ong, MRS LEELEEMUI, Ms CHIAAA!, Ms LAIIII, MS TAN!!, and many many more.

HC: Dr Ang haha, MRS IRENETAN!, Ms Chen (newsweet), MR OUCH!, MDM ONG and MR KOH! hahaha (:

YOU GUYS ARE HUGEEE LOVES! :D

Yay. then thursday out with Dominic to T3 was really fun :D hee hee.

We had swensens for dinner! :D

omgggggg bakeddd rice! :D i had curry, he had salmon w cheese! :D then we shared this zomgggly heavenly chewy chocolate sundaeee :D yay thankyou (:

HAHA SPOONS IN MOUTH :D

HAD A LOVELY DAY! :D

YAY! :D

Promos coming! Jiayou everyone! (:

jiamin.

I need help.

I need respite from all that's happening.

I need to sleep before 3am.

I need you.

No one else cares.

That aside, happy teachers' day to all teachers out there (:

I think you guys are really noble. I can't imagine myself teaching, ever.

You guys rock. Thankyou.

imagine using ur life to educate others. when u could be doing other things for yourself?

Teachers are gems.

<3

Life in HC has been good.

Maybe too good :X

Good to the extent I kind of forgot how lovely RV was.

The pals I made there.

The absolutely whacky things we did (:

The fun we had.

How we encouraged; motivated.

How we cheered; how we pressed on.

1b2b3a4angels - the best classes one could every find themselves in.

rvgg, the sweetest girls in my life.

jcey - need i say more? we did the craziest things tgt (: i still can rmb all those times we ____!

rvsc - sharks! (: disco <3.>
central (: aha. still rmb our bread butter jam ham and cheese (:

karen and i! this was a damn long time ago it seems (x

my lovely 4A <3

5/13 from clique 13 <3! my favourite table mate <3333!

THE GROUP! AHAHA! and rvsc - sec 4s. (grp facs!) <3333!!!!!!

pictures. evoke. memories.

the best thing i did in my life (besides rebonding my hair) is joining the RV family (:

i love you, rv! (:

I miss you, I really do.

Now i really understand what it means to miss someone - that feeling of longingness.

and how you're ready to do anything just to have the person by your side - n0- i'll be contented just looking at this person from afar.

just one glimpse. one.

Hahaha (:

32 days left to promos, JIAYOU EVERYONE :D

This week shot pass like a bullet train (x

Weekend's here, and its time to really start catching up on my work, i've been lagging behind :X

Has badrecre cip later together with calvin and hueyjeen :D

alriteeety ((:

btw i love my blog song! :D

sing along if u want :D

You've been searching the world to find true love
Looking in all the wrong places
When all of the time you've been blind to love
As plain as the nose on your faces

(Chorus)
It's here, it's now.
Open your eyes and see it.
Right here, right now.
Open your eyes to love.

You've been down on yourself thinking somethings are wrong
Wondering why love has never found you
Don't you know it's been right here all along
If only you'd look around you

It's here, it's now.
Open your eyes and see it.
Right here,right now.
Open your eyes to love.

Love has been right by your side
oh so,close that you could'nt see.
If love could speak it would shout to the sky,"I've always been here,I always will be."

I'm here,i'm now.
Open your eyes and see.
Right here,right now.
Open your eyes to love.

Open your eyes.....
Open your mind to love
Open your heart to love.

<33333! :D

LUCE was fantastic! :D

The bands were a marvel; the UK conductor was so humourous (not to mention abit tiko, haha), and the whole atmosphere was just rly funnnn and HIGH! :D

Okay so before LUCE, Jinlong, Tanlisyn and I went over to TIMOTHY TAY YI SHENG'S (brother of Colin Tay Yi Ming & Lynette Tay Yi Ling, lol) mansion at Sixth Avenue to. urrr. supposedly mug. (:

What we ended up doing was looking through Tim's WIDEEE array of Zi-Pai pictures hahah! Okay la, not all zi-pai. got some very nice pictures of zx too! haha so sweet. and also v v v cute pics of cute little kids (his nieces etccc). :D

then we started zipaing too omg. When there's jinlong and tanlisyn around. Zi Pai becomes a social norm.

So we pai-ed like 100 pictures?! with al of tim's com's COOL effects haha! i shall post them up tmr :D

Then we had dinner! :D prepared by tim's maid, PHILI! :D! HAHAHA!

And throughout the thingy we were like guessing the names of his brother and sister (hence the aforementioned full names)

HAHA.

:D okay so it was soooo fun :D we must crash tim's house more often! :D:D:D:D:DDDDD

then we took bus back to sch for the concert! haha we were late, but so was everyone else. :D

HEH HEH HEH.

OHYEAH talking about bus! :XXXXX tanlisyn told me 2 stops after traffic light! GRRRR. And i had to walk 4 bus stops :X lol.

nvm i dont want fat butt. :D

POST PICS TMR HAHAHA :D they are hilarious.
<333333

It's that time again, ugh shall not elaborate :X

My stomach hurts like shitzxzx.

Thankyou for accompanying me today.
Though u could have saved much much time if u hadn't.
<3

Ahhh these few days have been a blur.

hw, rushing for tests and deadlines.

:X

thats all sch is about these days.

rushing deadlines and tests. where did the learning go. where did the fun go.

i miss rv ):

Thank God i have friends and family who love me (:

(:

and esp to you.
Thankyou (:
For braving all storms with me.
For making me feel loved.

Tmr econs test! ahaha. haven't had a test for quite some time. Feels abit empty w/o them (lol)

<333333333333333333333333333 jiayou 6veeee.

I've been feeling very sick all week. I think it started last week, with resonating sneezes and deep scratchy coughs.

I think I may have infected Mark and Tanlisyn, they seem to be sneezing/coughing also. Shit, I'm so sorry.

I have decided to go see a doctor tmr. no more procrastinating, thiamjiamin.

I hope I get well soon.

You.
Thankyou for today.
<3

It's times like today I feel I'm the lonliest person on Earth.
I start thinking, who can i really turn to? I really don't know ):
I dont know who to talk to. I've so many things to say. ):
I have to get them off my chest.
I think I got it wrong. From the start.
Maybe we need abit more time.
Maybe you're just not ready. Maybe I'm just not ready.

Today we had national day celebrations in school (:

Started off with combined assembly at the terraces, where we witnessed this parade commence. Done by HCI (high school) UG groups! (: it was really quite impressive :D

Then we went back to the hall for our own concert (: was pretty alright!

after that, went out with 6V to cine for lunch/kbox! :D Gygi and Meiting are really fantastc singers! Zach is totally JayChou-imitation material i swear! :D

After that we went to watch Money Not Enough 2.

OMG its the best show ever!

I was crying and crying throughout the thingy and everyone else was kindof laughing :X Dom kept saying i was silly! haha. but i know i wasn't.

Shaln't spoil anything for the people who haven't caught the show, PLS GO CATCH IT!

But basically. I LOVE MY FAMILY. I LOVE MY MUMMY, YIMA AND DADDY. And may i be struck by lightning if I am ever unfilial to them or send them to an old folks' home.

<33333333333333!

Monday :D

Every day of the week starts like this. I get out of dad's car, and drag myself(sometimes with eyes closed, i banged into a J2 senior once, oops:/) to 6V's class bench (:

There, I see Nicholas, and sometimes Ruth, and they are both are studying/doing tutorials (: So i say hi and they wave/say hi back, and then i settle down to sleep. Today there was chem test, and I had just started thermodynamics at around 2am this morning, so I told myself, STUDYYY!

As usual, annie came next, followed by Felicia, Daniel, Tongzi, Zhenyang, Corina, Weijie! After that everyone starts piling up and i really cant remember the order of arrival (:

So today we got took notes over to field for combined assembly. Mugged and crapped. Loves 6V :D

Test went alright, one of the easier chem tests (:

Lessons go on, as usual. Sian ji phua (yanqi).

Day ends.

Goes for golf! (HAHA, im soo sorry coach, dont give up on me!)

IKEA-ed too. <3!

Random day. Looks forward to long weekend coming up (:

<33333333333!

Had tonnes of fun all weekend, neglected my chem (but who cares.)

Went with family and dominic to NDP preview yesterday (: Was quite fun :D

me grinning like nobody's business. haha (x

okay more pics up soon. :D

<333333333333 (:

Read Mark's entry and started crying.

Dawned on me how much we've gone through together as jmll.

PW has become more than just a subject. It's become a part of life.

Mark's right.

PW's the journey of the group.
and jmll made it work.

We'll go this distance. Together, as one.

JMLL - the people who complete me and add meaning to my otherwise dull life.

thankyou 1s1, for accompanying us through this journey.

Today JMLL suffered her first major setback (not considering ppt screwup during pilot trial 1).

We were deemed lazy, slow, and inferior.

To some extent, it really got me thinking. Everyone only cares abt grades, about the results. (in this case, written report). The journey is often left to rot in some old bookshelf.

Tanfoo actually told jmll to like buck up. Dulan-ed us. Even told J-Ang about it.

She didn't even pause to ask, how did ur trial go? OH you slept at 4.30am on one day? Oh gosh, you guys are so dedicated (: jiayou!

Felt majorly disappointed. Like all our hardwork seemed to have just died. No one cared two hoots about how we alr spent like $200 on PW, spent massive amounts of time and energy to make everything that's happened, possible.

To quote eening "Hard work shouldn't go unnoticed".

I'm disappointed in you, tanfoo. I thought you were special.

JMLL. Stay strong. We'll see who gets the last laugh.

<3!!!! always! :D

I dont like tanfoomeiching.

JMLL <3 be strong!